May 2012
96 posts
back to where i started.
such a fucking piece of shit to everybody.
wow life really fucking sux
when did i even get like this? why did i fucking get like this, when the fuck did my life go down hill so fucking fast? why do i keep waking up? lol! what a waste of a life.
written on 20 January, 2012: think about it, you...
remember when we started talking? it was just endless coversation, through morning and all up through night. we started getting closer? then we started telling secrets, we started trusting more and more in time.. we started to talk about everything, we gave each other advice about everything, then online conversations turned into late night phone conversations, then as time went on i suddenly...
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getting sleepy to the sweet sound of o.f mmmmm
you actually try so hard to fit in its disgusting, thanks for the turn off xx
how did everything just start falling apart so fucking quickly. how the fuck does something just go from being perfect to go to absolute bullshit. when did i start hating my life so fucking much? when did i start worrying about my appearance, having bad skin or chunky thighs?.. when was that ever a fucking issue for you Carolynne?
when did you start to fuck up, used to be the happiest little...
just want to fucking be happy again, can’t even remember what it even feels like to be happy, why am i not happy? what the fuck happened. is this really what i prepared for my whole childhood? or is the worst still yet to come? is this not bad enough as it is, when will it get better. they keep saying it’ll get better. when will anything fucking get better.
Anonymous asked: Have you thought about speaking to a Doctor?
when did i start to hate every single little thing about myself, when did i start to hate my life so much that i wish it would just be over.
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wow when did i get like this.
i wonder how my family would react if they saw my blog, if they knew how i really felt about myself, and how much i hate my life, how much i hate everything. would they try to help or would they just get angry and not understand? i wish my parents were understanding, like i could talk to them about things, school, friends, life. i wish they’d listen to me more often, or started treating me...
